[Couplet 1]

I can't sleep

When I'm all alone

'cause I hear a shriek

That holds like a drone

It's a constant hum

Piercing through my eardrums

And it's all because of you

[Couplet 2]

And often in the middle of the night

I find myself unable to close my eyes

You filled an ocean of guilt and pride

Just to leave me there to drown

I try my best to rationalize

So I treat my self-destruction as an oversight

Spent a month looking for comfort

In fake stimuli that never worked

Found myself punching mirrors

I couldn't bear to see my reflection

You made me jump

[Pont]

You made me jump

In the waters

When I didn't know how to swim

[Couplet 3]

Oh I'm drowning, oh I'm drowning

And the seaweeds are entwined around my ankles

I can't feel my feet

I can still feel the taste

I can still feel the smell of your waters

Deep down in my mouth

It comes back and it fucks me up

I cut my cheeks to turn them into gills

But nothing works

Nothing ever works

That's what they told me

[Pont]

Nothing ever works

Nothing ever works

Nothing ever works

Nothing ever works

Nothing ever works

Nothing ever works

Nothing ever works

Nothing ever works

[Couplet 4]

And it never ever heals

The wounds will stay with me

I wish you knew that it hurts

I wish you felt a quarter of what I feel

I want you to face it

Face your work

Face your lust

Face your waters

Face your work

[Outro]

And sometimes live a lyric will pop to my head

And I pray to God to never sing it again