A crippling feeling of dread

Climbing its way up my stomach

Is twisting my guts

Under scary amounts of stress

I comply to anything you say

’cause I’m supposed to enjoy it

My voice pierces through the crows

But no one hears me

It’s fading

It’s fading

Out

It’s fading

It’s fading

Out

You smothered me with dissonant kind words

Forcing your experience on mine

How could I be down if you’re not

Oh I told you it would only happen once

But I know it will happen again

’cause I’m weak as you’re well aware

But when I scream, I only get one reply

That everyone does that

It’s fading

It’s fading

Out

It’s fading

It’s fading

Out

I can’t say it any louder

My eyеs are covered with watеr

I don’t want to be alive right now

I can’t phrase it any better

It’s an abstract sensation

I just wish I wasn’t here

For a while