We sat down and told you

That it all had to stop

You didn’t understand

You didn’t understand

After the rehearsal, in the taxi

I didn’t want you to touch me

You didn’t understand

You didn’t understand

You said

“Could you stay there with me

I’m so cold and lonely”

I said “I will be back

It’s no form of attack”

But you told me softly

“Without you I’m nothing

If you leave I vanish

So go and see this

Girl you like

It’s me or her, be wise”

(I just want you to stop for a second)

We were all on a couch

You didn’t come with us

Instead you left

Instead you left

You came back wailing

After 20 minutes

We knew it was fake

We knew it was fake

You said

“I don’t have my place here

You don’t care about me

And if I was dying

You wouldn’t fear a thing

You always like the sex

You don’t care if I break

You were the one who asked

And the one who came back

Can’t you see I’m in love

You always say we’re friends

We both know it’s much more

I don’t want it to end

And I hate when you say

That what I did was rape

You know it causes pain

And you know I can’t

Take this hate

You’re just so selfish”

I told you I was sorry

I lost my breath

Another panick attack

I lost my breath

I don’t love you back

I can’t take anymore of this abuse

I can’t take anymore of your abuse

Stop shifting the blame again and again

Be an adult for fuck’s sake

I’m tired of the panic attacks and the anxiety

When you cry to make me feel guilty

Now I don’t care you can cry all you want

I won’t be here to clean your tears

I lost my breath

I lost my breath

I lost my breath

I lost my breath