[Chorus]

I'm tryna run through the motions of the future

I was hurt biting dust

I turned it upside down

Her love was a curse and I was looking for comfort

Lessons I learned I paid in full

Reminiscing memories of losing my mind

I know I see the signs, yeah, I'm taking my time

But what if I want some validation

In the hedonistic pressure of escapism

[Verse]

They ignoring my calls when I Facetime

I'm waiting patient till I’m poppin' on their timeline

Pulled my finger on the trigger, now I'm racin'

I've got a blessing, gonna turn the tables upside down

There's no time to waste, gotta get through the crowd

The looks on their face is confused by our sound

Feign is the name, it's hard to wear it out

Driving in their lanes but we're jet bound

Used to be in the dust but I'm up right now

I'm right on the cusp of blowin' up right now

I'm rocking the shows, I'm in my zone right now

On my darkest days I turned it upside down

[Chorus]

I'm tryna run through the motions of the future

I was hurt biting dust

I turned it upside down

Her love was a curse and I was looking for comfort

Lessons I learned I paid in full

Reminiscing memories of losing my mind

I know I see the signs, yeah, I'm taking my time

But what if I want some validation

In the hedonistic pressure of escapism