[Verse 1: odihu]

Dying slowly

Crying choking

Life just holds me down

I'm so weak and

I'm so lonely

Guess my times up now

I'm gonna grab my dads shotgun out the safe

I'm gonna load it up and blow off my face

No calling out for help now its way too late

I'm on my way up to see the heaven gates

[Verse 2: fear]

I'd rather kill myself then blow off some steam

I brought my bag with my new AR 15

I open it up and hope they never see

I'll be the last person you'll ever see

Keep on talking I won't listen

Your ghost still haunts me

You'll remember last september

When you said you love me

But do u hate me now :<