[Verse 1]

Rootless and floating

But at least it’s never boring

I am good until I’m panicky

But I think I like the honesty

This isn’t normally a thing I do

But I like being in your blue room

Close my eyes, savor the taste

Before you start to slip away

[Chorus 1]

And I don’t know how to say it to

Myself, ‘cause she’s the one who cannot help

Blame my luck, paper physique

I parrot, I doublespeak

I think I like myself, it’s not enough

Need you to say it’s me you want

Mmm

[Verse 2]

Want to see you, again

So bad, and have what I never had

Is this how you’re supposed to feel

Bittersweet and unappealing

I color-code every damn thing

Swear I’m like you, I draw and sing

It’s rainy, I feel kind of sick

I guess that I can’t handle it

[Chorus 2]

But I don’t know how to say it to

Myself, ‘cause she’s the one who cannot help

Blame my luck, paper physique

I parrot and I doublespeak, I

Think I like myself, it’s not enough

Need you to say it’s me you want

[Chorus 3]

Mmm, I hold your hand sink in the blue

Goddamn, I wish you’d love me too

The things I want, the things I seek

Mouth tied shut, get on your knees

Oh I’m 21, I want my fun

You girls, how can you run and run

So jealous that I cannot speak

But I need you, it makes me bleed