Oh, negus where u been huh?

I been runnin thru my hood that's how's its been bruh

Tired of all the bullshit just to keep it real man

If u test me you just goin to get spinned on

Light a nigga up like i got flint and steel huh

Watch the gun blow up in yo face like a creeper

My ex a bitch but tbh i don't miss her

Just like i dont miss with the laser I'm gon heat ya

Get dwn get crunk

I dont rlly give a fuck

If u trynna pull up

(pull up) in that benz truck

So

Get dwn get crunk

I dont rlly give a fuck

If u trynna pull up

(pull up) in that benz truck

Pain is in my heart but it's not like i miss ya

Thinking about times when i wanted to kiss ya

Pain is in my heart but it's not like i miss ya

Thinking about times when i wanted to kiss ya

Pain is in my heart but it's not like i miss ya

Walk around wit a 44. millimeter

My whip just like a bike

Cuz it's a two seater

Jk alright

I don't have a car

But at night i whip her

Popped a pill i feel sad

Need a mil of that cash

Even if it kills me in the head

Idc

Need the bag

I dont wanna feel bad anymore

Feel broken anymore

Feel fucking ignored

Left on read got me mad

In my bed

Im glad that I'm almost dead

That i don't have to deal with the pain anymore

And I'm fucking sick n tired of everything around me (around me)

Im gonna end this all

Once and for all

Im gonna end this all

Once and for all

Seems like I'm havin another panic attack

The medication I'm taking is not really taking effect

If i look at the sky today its jus gonna make me more depressed

Even tho i changed everyone sayz im still the same person

"compulsive and shy to the bone

Introverted and alone"

Idrlc bout others cuz they left me off alone

Dont even talk ab my problems cuz u dont even know

I was left alone

Alone

Pain is in my heart but it's not like i miss ya

Thinking about times when i wanted to kiss ya

Pain is in my heart but it's not like i miss ya

Thinking about times when i wanted to kiss ya

Pain is in my heart but it's not like i miss ya

Walk around wit a 44. millimeter

My whip just like a bike

Cuz it's a two seater

Jk alright

I don't have a car

But at night i whip her

I was left off alone

Pain is in my heart but it's not like i miss ya

Thinking about times when i wanted to kiss ya

Pain is in my heart but it's not like i miss ya

Thinking about times when i wanted to kiss ya

I was left off alone