Wade over water

Shame in deceit

There's a prisoner falling in tow

All the blame lies with me

I'll be gone

Ever so am I humiliated

Never so denied, received and hated

Episodic low, breathing in slowly

Never saw me go, weaving into the night

If it's all deterioration

If that's all then mine's awasted in

Efforts all to recreate my life

Debtor's wall impedes creation

Endless hope and mine's been wasted enough

If a soul, if He could save my light

Having seen no mirth

I've been crawling for days on short leash

If they set my worth how am I rated?

Maybe it's not alright

Maybe it's not a life

Maybe it's not a life

Maybe it's not a life