[Verse 1]

I break my nails, I'm scratching skin

I'm pulling hair and I can't win

I gasp for air, my breath is thin

I hate this life I'm living in

I work outside with sun-kissed skin

Even though it gets compliments

From complete strangers and my friends

It burns me alive, I hate this shit!

My pillow's on my bed, all fluffed

I don't use it, it's soaked in blood

It's only been two weeks, at best

I said it'd never happened again

[Hook]

Bl-bl-bl-bloodstains on my hips, I've got bitemarks on my lips

I've got sharpie on my wrists from my friend with benefits

I've got dirty clothes on my floor from all of my unfinished chores

It's hard to keep ending these blinks when I'm gagging over the sink

Bl-bl-bl-bloodstains on my hips, I'vе got bitemarks on my lips

I've got sharpie on my wrists from my friеnd with benefits

I've got dirty clothes on my floor from all of my unfinished chores

It's hard to keep ending these blinks when I'm gagging over the sink

[Verse 2]

My day's been bad, it's gone to shit, I've tried to see the positive

Searched all of 'em but not one hit, so now self-harm is opting in

I've posted on my Snapchat story a sad song with captions gory

Hoping to get one reply of someone saying not to die

Now it's been up for 30 minutes, and I've amassed 13 clicks and

Not one fucking persons slid up to give me any kind words, so shit

I'm starting to feel worthless, isn't anybody worried that I'm hurting?

And my attention seeking isn't fucking working

Shit!

[Hook]

Bl-bl-bl-bloodstains on my hips, I've bi-bi-bitemarks on my lips

I've got sharpie on my wrists from my friend with benefits

I've got dirty clothes on my floor fr-fr-from my unfinished chores

It's hard to keep ending these blinks-blinks-blinks gagging over the sink

Bl-bl-bl-bloodstains on my hips, I've got bitemarks on my lips

I've got sharpie on my wrists from my friend with benefits

I've got dirty clothes on my floor from all of my unfinished chores

It's hard to keep ending these blinks when I'm gagging over the sink