Vision black-

Acid seeping in her skin

Hands are going numb

Losing touch if i give in

The sky is cracked

Theres no more sunlight pouring in

Threw my cellphone off

Because theyre watching me again

So on my back i spread my wings

On my head a halo sits

Living more or less my dreams

I can repeat it again

Every second not the same

Cannot fault what i became

I ascend and hold a flame

Wings are worth it for the pain

Then the light start coming through

I feel the warmth, the burning too

I know the message, nothing new

I lacked control to self approve

And return to it if its deadly now

Its still stable self abuse

My visions black, dont have a view

Ill open up without excuse

I hit the ground and make the surface quake

My body bare no bruise

You thought i couldn't, but i showed i could

That ill live what you lose

And just like everything thats up to me

Its satin around my skin

When im weak, through gritted teeth

Still hold the strength of a hundred men

So on my back i spread my wings

On my head a halo sits

Living more or less my dreams

I can't repeat it again

Every second not the same

Cannot fault what i became

And my lungs start to unlock

The air begins to bloom again

That when i thought the choir sang

I misinterpret medicine

Its such an ugly kind of birth

Covered in filth and heavy sin

It show me stars were just some holes

Of where i might be born again

The atmosphere rip through my lungs

I breathe in different kinds of air

My voice suspended in the clouds

And somethings waiting for me there

Its not a person or a curse

Just a thing that always hurts

I might look up and then ascend

But i always return to earth