The sun might dim

And i still can’t see

What’s the things that everyone believes

A burnt down house

A real epiphany

When chaos latches onto intimacy

I’ll walk the trail and breathe in all the pesticides

My lungs might burn

But I’m so sure this time

If i keep on going

I won't hit the ground

My feet land gentle

No, they don’t make sound

Behind me smoke floats

In front i don’t hold much

Except an expectation

Of holding on too much

You’re so ashamed and

It’s really fine

I grow so certain that ill hardly bleed

The air won’t shift

It feels so rehearsed

And evеry breath i take

Is to find the words

It’s all so loud but it’s all in my hеad

I talk to the mirror like I’m already dead

I try so hard

It’s same damn loop that it always been

I don’t need reasons

I just repeat

I step in the jail cell where i learned to eat

I’ll walk the trail and breathe in all the pesticides

My lungs might burn

But I’m so sure this time

If i keep on going

I won't hit the ground

My feet land gentle

No, they don’t make sound

Behind me smoke floats

In front i don’t hold much

Except an expectation

Of holding on too much

You’re so ashamed and

It’s really fine

I grow so certain that I’ll hardly~