I keep running from myself

The ghosts keep calling me to hell

Anger builds inside my cells

Call for backup but no one helps

The words I mumble disconnect

The thoughts I feel, make their way to my chest

Paint peels off of my walls I’m a mess

Ugly on the outside and I’m ugly all the rest

Nothing comes easy

You ripped me to pieces

The lake of my cranium

Head’s eaten by leaches

Nothing is working

My stomach is turning

The flames stopped burning

The spark has run out

I can’t find the words to tell u what’s in my head

Jumbled up sentences and tangled up threads

My heart’s in a knot the longer the process, I’ve lost what I got

I can’t look for heaven when I’m lost in the dark

The energy inside my core will soon break apart

I throw away all my ambitions, let em off and depart

Release emotions into art, this is only the start

Take a break to relieve

Set my head down and breathe

Happiness that I’m seeking will never be seen

Obelisk of my dreams

Guide me to my peace

Sticks and stones might break me I’ve always been weak