[Chorus]

I was on some pills and I felt like garbage

Nothing ever felt real, my brain was tarnished

I kept that shit concealed like I was a target

I broke down so many times that it felt like carnage

If I’m honest

I was sick of always rotting

I was sick of all the talking

I was sick and she was toxic

Now I’m sticking to other options

I think of her way too often

I lost my damn mind but now I’m taking back my conscious

[Verse 1]

I’m still at a low, but I feel it

Still so many things that I deal with

I know she wants me dead, but I’m healing

She made me lose my breath, but I’m not fearing

All the fucking threats, all the bullshit that she said

All the pain at my expense, all the hate that is expressed

You’d think that I’m a mess

But now I’m living my best life

I’ll say it with my chest

Without her I have the best time

[Chorus]

I was on some pills and I felt like garbage

Nothing ever felt real, my brain was tarnished

I kept that shit concealed like I was a target

I broke down so many times that it felt like carnage

If I’m honest

I was sick of always rotting

I was sick of all the talking

I was sick and she was toxic

Now I’m sticking to other options

I think of her way too often

I lost my damn mind but now I’m taking back my conscious