[Intro]

Lately I’ve just been feeling a whole lot of doubt

It’s hard to say how I feel, but I wanna try, so here we go

[Verse 1]

Cause I wake up every morning and I don’t feel a thing

My damn thoughts keep fading and I don’t wanna change

Every day people ask how I’m doing and I just say im okay

Not a damn thing will change if it keeps going this way

Everyday I feel like ima fucking fade away to gray

I don’t know how I feel, I don’t know what to say

You made me so fucking happy but do you feel the same?

You tell me that you do, you tell me it’s okay

So why do I feel I can’t trust what you say

You took hold of my heart and control of my brain

Yet my mind assembles the thought of them takin you away

It’s a shame this is the same fucking lust I threw away

Give it a day and I promise you’ll forget about me

That’s the funny thing, I’m just a kid with no name

I’m a bird and im gonna sing

[Hook]

Lately I can’t see the light behind

These curtains suffocating my vision from all your lies

I don’t know what to say to you this time, yeah

Lately I’ve been bled dry

[Verse 2]

Lately I’ve been feeling down

Suffocate and drown in my words that I’m spitting out

I’ll take the blame and turn around, Head to town, my reason for livin?

I’ll get back to you when I figure it out

These existential feelings are still here but they’re heading out

I’m begging you I need your help, what’s pulling me down!

It’s me. And nothing but that, rewrite my life so it can be intact, where’s the contract?

I need this, I want this, I need you, I want you, I can’t see you, I can’t touch you

I can’t hold you, I can’t embrace you, So many things I can’t fucking do, but I still love you

And that’s the thing, one day what was love is changed into memories

This lust disintegrates and we fall on our fuckin knees, crying against a wall

Looking for those memories, and it’s killin me

[Hook]

Lately I can’t see the light behind

These curtains suffocating my vision from all your lies

I don’t know what to say to you this time, yeah

Lately I’ve been bled dry

[Verse 3]

Lately, I feel like im changing

I don’t know what to do and I’m aching

Dedicated my life to the pain I’m facing

Call myself lame cause that’s what everybody’s saying

A Renegade in the making, Break to the hate, and I’m filled with anger

I’m so scared of what awaits me, My rose has crumbled and my cold heart is racing

I need to face this, I don’t know what to say when the time’s right

You helped me so much and all I did was cause fright

In the middle of the night I wake up screaming, I’m afraid of the things in my past that chase me

Sad thoughts overflow when I’m supposed to be happy

Feel dreary and I reminisce, painstaking memories hurt from within

[Hook]

Lately I can’t see the light behind

These curtains suffocating my vision from all your lies

I don’t know what to say to you this time, yeah

Lately I’ve been bled dry