[Intro Monologue]

Saoirse Ronan (from "The Lovely Bones") : There was something I was meant to do, somewhere I was meant to be. I was in the great blue horizon, between the Heaven and Earth. Days were unchanging

[Verse 1]

Life is what you make it

But I've been feeling wasted

What is this is the peak and I just get complacent

What if I never make it and I drown in self hatred

Holding onto all these insecurities as payments

Coz time is money & I've been investing all my savings

Slowing down and talking to somebody seems amazing

But that is just a luxury right now

Meditate meditate I'm turning the lights down

The sky will always be grey like replays

As a kid all of us were taught either be great or see straight

So I dont wanna regret or rephrase

Saying that I haven't slept in 3 days is cliche

Coz

[Hook]

I've just been dreaming while time has been passing

You tell me you feel me but really you're laughing

If you love something you just set it free

Well, I've just been feeling I'm locked in all week

Oh no

[Monologue Contd.]

Saoirse Ronan (from "The Lovely Bones") : And every night I dreamed the same dream, smell of damp Earth, the scream that no one heard. I would hear them calling

[Verse 2]

I just wish that I could travel time

To understand what I have in mind

One day at a time

As a kid I was happy go lucky

Now my imaginary friends dont trust me

Tryna find the meaning of a home

Surrounded by my family but I'm feeling alone

Sitting in my room, staring at the walls

I'm afraid of heights but I'm not afraid to fall

Feeling like a scapegoat to my own demons

Quick to give advice but I dont stop my own bleeding

I guess I need a break from these ways

Saying that I haven't slept in 3 days is a cliche

Coz

[Hook]

I've just been dreaming while time has been passing

You tell me you feel me but really you're laughing

If you love something you just set it free

Well, I've just been feeling I'm locked in all week

Oh no

[Monologue Contd.]

Saoirse Ronan (from "The Lovely Bones") : I knew if I went in there, I might never come back out again. Nobody.....Nobody noticed it

[Outro]

Charlize Theron (from "Monster") : Yeah I had a lot of dreams like that and I guess you can call me romantic because I truly believed that they'd come true so I dreamed about it for hours and hours. As the years went by, I learnt to stop sharing this with people. they said I was just dreaming. Made me happy to think that they just didn't know yet who I was gonna be, but one day they'll all see