[Intro]

I've been away

I've been crossing all over

Haven't left the city since October

Everything feels distant

And everyone feels colder

I don't think I can do this sober

[Chorus - EZION]

I been thinking over

Thoughts of being sober

Everybody faceless like it's poker

Emotion flows over, need something to hold on (hold on)

'Cause I been thinking over and over and over

Thoughts of being sober

(Thoughts of being sober)

[Verse 1 - EZION]

Roll up that W, smoke two

Now I see double you's

Takin' double W's, since I'm winnin' too

I been timid 'fore a million

Ain't talkin' million views

I be talking million bruises and boos, uh

A fear of gettin' booеd

As I'm gettin' right into

My tendency to usе

It's like the noose around my neck loosens when I use

Nobody but myself writing and boppin' in the coupe

Everybody but myself recoiling when I shoot

I swear they all do

It's likely that I may fuck up you vision

'Cause of my flawless precision

We on different divisions

We all make our decisions based on our envisions

Still could never envision my fuckin' ass in this prison

An addiction to the point of losin' composure

I'm at the point where the weight is on my shoulders

Could wait just a moment

Don't weigh me down in my moment

I'm dwelling on everything

[Chorus - EZION]

I been thinking over

Thoughts of being sober

Everybody faceless like it's poker

Emotion flows over, need something to hold on (hold on)

'Cause I been thinking over and over and over

Thoughts of being sober

[Verse 2 - NAAT]

Ay

I'm in my bag now

You're not part of the plan, nah

We had it planned out

Was standin' with my hand out

That shit's the past now

I'm out here with the fam now

Yeah, yeah we out here with the fam now

You see the bills I'm attracting

By stayin' true to my passion

Can't possibly reenact it

I load my flow then I blast 'em

Don't like they way that you're acting

Just for a fuckin' reaction

That shit is embarrassing, uh

[Bridge - NAAT]

I've been away while the days turning colder

I had to relocate to get my mind right

Done so many things in my past that I ain't proud of

I been out here livin' too fast and that's a problem

Now I'm far from that place I used to watch from

[Outro]

I've been away

I've been crossing all over

Haven't left the city since October

Everything feels distant

And everyone feels colder

I don't think I can do this sober