[Chorus]

I just wanna die yuh

I just wanna cry yuh

I just wanna be the only one that’s left alive yuh

Feel nothing inside yuh

Drinking all the time yuh

Relapse is the only thing that I ever do right yuh

[VERSE]

Everything inside my skin is pulsing at a rate

That I can’t take

It’s getting harder and harder to stay awake

I keep hearing things that don’t exist

That make my fingers twitch

The shadows in the corner of my room

Tell me that I’m a bitch

I convinced myself and everyone around me

Not to love me

I’ve become the worst that I can be so maybe 
vitamin D

Will be the fix for me or maybe a prescription

No insurance to cover a drug that I’ll just be abusing, huh

Poisoning myself to rid me of the

Preexisting poisons

Sigh and hide away the evidence of all my awful choices

Never got addicted to a pill

But I can’t help but feel an urge to take a bunch

So I can kill myself

[Chorus]

I just wanna die yuh

I just wanna cry yuh

I just wanna be the only one that’s left alive yuh

Feel nothing inside yuh

Drinking all the time yuh

Relapse is the only thing that I ever do right yuh