There's a lot on the outside that I never show

My insecurities forever hide behind a cloak

Faking smiles, always searching for a new way to cope with the pain

I hang my head in shame

Constant embarrassment, let the world forget my name

I’ve lived my life in the darkest of places and I'll die the same

I'll fucking die the same

Social anxiety, I’m constantly contained

Every day gets harder to show my face

Rid me of my place

None of you even listen anyway

You just look the other way when I plea for help

Time is running out

Save me from this hell

Same me from myself

I just wish you could see what you meant to me

You told me you would be there, you turned your back on me

I just wanted to feel like I was worth something but now a look of disgust is all I ever see

In my hands I've broken every fucking bone to ease all the pain that I've ever been shown

I feel empty inside

Every day I feel the life slowly drain from my eyes

I just wanted to live my own life with the ones that I love by my side but im nothing but a burden in their eyes