Every day was a bet that I made against my own life

Gambling with death, waiting for the day that I'll never wake up again

Swallowed everything that stood in my way

Just to relieve myself of the pain

For just a moment of escape

Until my eyes faded to black and I couldn't see straight

I gave up my worth

Tossed my morals in the dirt just to forget every time i've been hurt

But it only made everything worse

This addiction is a curse

I won't deny that this addiction was my choice

But now I find myself wishing i was blind

So that I would have an excuse as to why

I can't look my.. I can't look my own mother in her eyes

I can't look my own mother in her eyes

Surround yourself with these demons

The start of the census

Forget this life and escape

Relapse to a familiar plane

Return to regression

Is this substance a god-send?

Alive, but cannot feel the pain

Is this substance a god-send?

My consciousness has fallen behind

Look into my eyes

I'm everything I once despised

No I'm drowning in these fucking cold sweats

Let my eyes fade to black and let darkness commence

Let my eyes fade to black