White lies

I never speak my mind because I'm confined by all the thoughts within

So I just disguise this pain I'm living with and I just hope that one day I will feel like myself again

Lost time

I try to cope with it but I lost my mind and I can't seem to get a grip

I try to pull myself out of this shit

A grim disconnect is all I'm left with

All of the time that's been wasted away while my minds' been astray

The look on my mother's face when she said “You haven't been the same.”

And I feel like a ghost without a place to roam

Give in and just let go

Disconnect from everything I know

Faking happiness, I feel so full of shit

Why can't I get a grip?

I can't explain it but my mind, it starts to slip into an еndless pit

How do I tell the onеs i love I'm getting sick, when no one fucking gets it?

A grim disconnect is all I'm left with

All of the time that's been wasted away while my minds' been astray

The look on my mother's face when she said “You haven't been the same

Trying so hard to connect with the good that surrounds me

But there's no emotion inside now all I feel is nothing

All that I feel is nothing

What will it take to feel something?

And I feel like a ghost without a place to roam

Give in and just let go

Disconnect from everything I know

Will I find peace?

I'm so tired and empty

No I'm not the same and I can't be saved

And I feel like a ghost without a place to roam

Give in and just let go

Disconnect from everything I know