Released on August 31, 2020

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[VERSE 1]

Just as i thought i was getting my life back on track

Another curve ball comes my way and now its bad to old days

Old ways still the same

Still a slave to my habits

They be killing me

But i be fighting endlessly

Got told to move out of my house

Time to hit the streets

I wanna find a place where i am welcome and can rest in peace

Im tired of this shit

Not gonna call it quits

But i can't keep going on like this

Falling in pits

That i can't get out of

I just wanna feel at home

I dont wanna be alone, on my own anymore

Cause i got this blackened void

In my chest

Its a pest

And its dragging me deeper down till i get no fuckin rest

Im so obssessed with falling down

I hit ground and broke my crown

So baby won't you pick me up

Fix my heart and wish me luck


[VERSE 2]

You do not know how much stress ive been through

Lived my whole life without giving into

All of these thought that want me to quit

That wanna see me dead that want me to split (X2)

At the seems but i'm tryna it clean

I dont wanna fall back in the pit of the green

But its impossible for me to go back anyway

Cause i broke my fucking heart and now i sit here in pain


[VERSE 3]

Im in pain i think i broke my brain

Been a long time but i still feel the same

I need help but i dont know where find it

Wanna go to back to when i wasn't blinded

This life sucks at the moment and its wasting

Ain't got no job so need to start chasing

These dreams, these lies, the tears in your eyes

Wipe away the fear youll be okay in the end my dear