Released on October 31, 2020

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[VERSE 1]

I don't know what you want from me

Do you want to see me bleed?

Get down on your knees for me

Close those hands and pray for me

Life's fucked up I need to see

Why all this pressure won't leave me be

Stuck in a loop of an endless stream

Sometimes I feel like everyone hates me

And that nobody else wants to see me

Sometimes I don't even really wanna be me

Gonna kick back and just chuck on a CD

Give it a wipe so I can listen to it freely

Listen to them back to back

And I'm nevеr gonna stop until I'm back on track

Everybody knows that I'm another kid gone whack

But thе fact is, nobody knows if I am ever going back


[BRIDGE]

Leave me alone, I just wanna smoke on my own

Please do not hit up my phone

Don't wanna be sad, I just wanna laugh

Without a smile on my face pasted on

But its so fake, all of you fuckers are fake

Please just get out of my way

Don't try to relate, you don't know my pain

Since all that shit I haven't been the same


[PRE-VERSE]

I don't even know what you want from me

I don't even know what I'm meant to be

Do you even love me girl?

I don't even know but I hate this world

Do you want some diamonds and some pearls?

Cause I can't tell baby I'm so furled


[VERSE 2]

Never even wanted you

Can't you even tell that I'm over you?

I guess not but I told the truth

That I loved you, maybe I'm the fool? (and, yeah)

How did I fall in love with someone so selfish?

Left a bad taste in my mouth like off shellfish

Maybe it's me cause I never did help this

Who am I kidding baby you were self centred