Released on June 19, 2023

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Yeah hoe I thought you fucking knew me but I guess you don’t

Fucking up my brain and losing all my hope

I guess I could say that you my mind under control

Bitch now I’m left up in the dirt I’m tryna find a way to cope

Do I do it, kill myself? I can’t fix this fucking health

Everytime I’m getting better do it over, fuck this hell

Ain't no other way to get around I’m stuck and I can’t tell

If I’ll ever make it out or will I rot inside this cell?

Well you a pussy, bitch and I do not give a fuck

I’m tired of this life I know I’m gonna fucking rot

So I’m staying here, hoe, I’ll live until I drop

The last you’ll hear of this depression's when I take thе shot

I don’t really care how you are think of mе tho

Bitch I wouldn’t give a fuck unless you were my bro

What I’m sayings what you did to me could have you by the throat

But you should’ve thought of that before, now tell me where’s that hope

Kill yourself, kill yourself, kill yourself bitch

Bitch I do not give a fuck, you a hoe and is what I'm saying

Kill yourself, kill yourself, kill yourself bitch

Bitch I do not give a fuck, you a hoe and is what I said

Maybe I’m better off dead

I’m over all this shit really I wanna go bed, I’m never waking up

It’s like what you once said

You’re better off without me so I’ll let off a bullet in my head

Voices they talk to me I hear them and see it my sleep

I’m dreaming constantly it's trauma thats dug it’s way it deep

The only way to stop is cutting myself out of my skin

I grab the knife sharpen the blade hold it where do I begin

Pressing the blade, where it’s laid, but Ive have had enough

Guess I’m afraid, should’ve stayed, coulda been calling my bluff

It’s just the way, ive been played makes it harder to cope

Along side everything that’s happened leaves me tying the rope

Wanna watch you choke, I hope you’re broke, nothing can save you now

Fingers at your throat, squeezing them then poking both your eyes out

Really think you won, know it’s not done, hope you can savour this

But I know you’re weak, can’t even speak to try and save the bliss

KILL YOURSELF BITCH, KILL YOURSELF BITCH

KILL YOURSELF BITCH, KILL YOURSELF BITCH

KILL YOURSELF BITCH, KILL YOURSELF BITCH

KILL YOURSELF BITCH, KILL YOURSELF BITCH