[VERSE 1]

I don't know, what to do

Anymore I hate this fucking life

Please just take it from me

Everyday I die some more inside

Got this feeling in my chest

That I need to put to rest

My emotions ocean flowing

But I cannot see no crest

Ball and chain round my ankles

Bitch they drag me down

Too much weight on my shoulders

Think I might just fucking drown

Hold me down

So my lungs the feel with water

Please don't save me girl I know

My death is getting warmer

[VERSE 2]

It's hard to put in words the way I feel

But let's just sum it up and say I need to fucking heal

Bitch I'm tired of all this shit it has been going on for a while now

And I thought when I called it all off you would leave me on my own girl

It's been a couple months

I thought I was feeling numb

To the pain you put me through

But never mind it's back from you again

The only way I'll ever cope

Is if I'm always on the dope

I gave you all my reasons and you just called it treason

I'm sitting on my own again, on my fucking phone again

I don't know what to do, maybe take a tab or two?

Put me back in the right mind space, switch my phone to vibrate

Close my eyes and kickback, smoking on some zodiac

Left to my own thoughts, settle this once and for all

Maybe on day, I can say, that I am okay