Depersonalized - Intellectual

I'm broken

I'm choking

It's like I'm floating in the ocean

I'm coasting away (away)

From my life, I dont wanna see

The way it could have turned to be

I'm stuck this way feel like I'm not me

Might as well drown in the sea

I don't even know if I should talk about it

I don't even know if I can go without it

I can't even really say that I am doing alright

Cos it is getting even harder to fall asleep at night

Fuck my life I dont wanna be

Alone like this living constantly

In all this pain, in all this shame

That I hurt myself and I'm the one to blame

Never can go back, never can throwback

I don't wanna talk, but you already know that

Nothing ever changed, like how the fuck do you grow fat?

Guess I'm living lame and stay the same in the old flat

This shit's so fucked, I dont really wanna get buck but

I might as well give it another shot 'fore I stop drop

And roll in another bean again, it's so fucked up

I'm kinda buggin' out, so won't you please fill my cup up

Bitches they come and go

Bitches they wanna know

How you're doing, no they dont

They don't give a fuck

Dont care how you feel or how you're doing

Only what youre pursuing