I'm so mad

Wish i could get the load off of my brain

But i'm so fucking bad at video games :/

I'll just get angry and i'll throw all of my shit out of the window!

While all my friends

Are doing fine

I let myself get left behind

It's nothing new it's all my fault

It's what i do

There must be something fucking wrong with me

I don't know if i'm screaming or if i can't breathe

But every day i fuck it up more and i never feel right (yea)

So i just go back to a job i hate

I still gotta make rent

And i gotta get paid

Until I escape

God I hope i escape

And i'm so sad

Wanna distract from all the things i break

But i'm so fucking bad at video games!!

Can't find a way out of this trap

(there isnt one)

All my friends

Are doing fine

But i guess that I

Lost track of time

It's all my fault

It's what i say

It's what i do

(its what i deserve!)

I think theres something fucking wrong with me

I don't know if i'm screaming or if i can't breathe

But every day i fuck it up more and i never feel right (yea)

But i’ll go back to a job i hate

Cause i still gotta make rent

And i gotta get paid

Until I escape!

God I hope i escape!