Released on August 28, 2016

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[Verse 1: EXPSR]

Everything in the making

Still slipping deeper in the matrix

Yeah, how far could I go deep down the pavement

With no connections on this road I'm taking?

I know we're not related

We're on a different fragrance

You seem so satisfied with just good enough

While I just strive for greatness

I'm up, my eye lids open and my mind racing

Stressing bout all the time wasted

Got a deadline in like five days and I

Cannot find where my motivation lies

Aww, maybe, I will fall chasing

My goal's huge and I'm out of patience

Just another day with nothing changing

Feeling out of place in my home, crazy

Hope the liquor save me

Thought it wasn't lust

Thought I really was in love

But she's just a picture lately

I must admit I'm faded

I feel the room spinning right around me

While I switch a song that I can't stand

But that might have been my favorite

A time ago but I'm changing

I might have loved but now maybe

Just memories with our faces

I keep burying with new pages

I keep writing them in new places

Been out to Denmark, now I came back

And I'm thinking how to escape this

To start from scratch or erase it, somehow


[Verse 2: EXPSR]

Got doubts I feel it greatly

I still try to keep evading

I found a way to keep them fading

I'm fine got tired a bit from blaming

Myself, I might have been too hating

Sought violently for vengeance

I tried finding things that made sense

Now I'm firing my engine

Trial tribulation

I'm trying revelations

I stumbled on half faded

There's more to life than I made it

There's more to die for than a paycheck

Personify me, never fake it

Yeah, fuck a nine to five, can't take it

Need a lifetime vacation

I don't give a fuck, never gave it

But I can't quit, what I'm saying?

Why I'm going for it is it crazy?

How you gonna make it

When nobody in the country never made it?

What you gonna say

When everybody out here will see you failing?

On the couch sinking

Deeper in my thinking

Spent so many minutes, hours

Put like hundred thou' in this

Want a pool full of liquor

So I can fucking dive in it

Want a room full of bitches

So I can lose my mind in it, alright