/verse1/
I'm an asshole, I'm condescending
Full of envy, I just want a big mansion
And some models in a bentley
Man this pressures tryna get me
Feels like I've been reaching for a bottle that is empty
Only just started but I'm stalling at the entry
Afraid to go inside what if they don't fucking let me?
Every time I think I've got it
Doesn't make it clearer
But am I looking through a window
Or is it just a mirror?
Am I the problem?
And if so, how could I can solve it?
I dont ever change girl, I'm evolving
But I feel like I could break
And snap off any moment
/hook/
It's just all me in all black
And there's nowhere to fall back
Everything came crashing down
But I found me in all that
(2x)
/verse2/
I'm arrogant, impatient
Never complacent
Nothing is enough
I'm exceeding limitations
Silence was my conversation
Now I'm speaking up, no longer locked in hibernation
Fuck your immitations
This is me, this is real
This is how I fucking feel
This is my everyday life
This is how I fucking live, ugh
And I'm standing here still
After everything you threw at me
I don't know how to feel happy
I just noticed that I'm standing here laughing
Dammit, you're a real actress
Dammit, you would kill acting
Took over my attention
Damn, you fucking kidnapped it
/hook/
It's just all me in all black
And there's nowhere to fall back
Everything came crashing down
But I found me in all that
(2x)