All Black

By EXPSR

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/verse1/

I'm an asshole, I'm condescending

Full of envy, I just want a big mansion

And some models in a bentley

Man this pressures tryna get me

Feels like I've been reaching for a bottle that is empty

Only just started but I'm stalling at the entry

Afraid to go inside what if they don't fucking let me?

Every time I think I've got it

Doesn't make it clearer

But am I looking through a window

Or is it just a mirror?

Am I the problem?

And if so, how could I can solve it?

I dont ever change girl, I'm evolving

But I feel like I could break

And snap off any moment

/hook/

It's just all me in all black

And there's nowhere to fall back

Everything came crashing down

But I found me in all that

(2x)

/verse2/

I'm arrogant, impatient

Never complacent

Nothing is enough

I'm exceeding limitations

Silence was my conversation

Now I'm speaking up, no longer locked in hibernation

Fuck your immitations

This is me, this is real

This is how I fucking feel

This is my everyday life

This is how I fucking live, ugh

And I'm standing here still

After everything you threw at me

I don't know how to feel happy

I just noticed that I'm standing here laughing

Dammit, you're a real actress

Dammit, you would kill acting

Took over my attention

Damn, you fucking kidnapped it

/hook/

It's just all me in all black

And there's nowhere to fall back

Everything came crashing down

But I found me in all that

(2x)