Yeah

I feel like a machine, going through every day and I know what it means

I'm so damn weary, can't escape these dreams

I'm so fucking sick and tired of this routine

Caught up in the fallen leaves, lost and exhausted

My heart beats in extremes

I can't find the light, I'm spinning in these dark schemes

My patience worn thin, my frustration is bursting at the seams

Yeah

I try to understand why I am the way I am

I try to understand why I am the way I am

Yeah

I'm suffocating in my doubts and high esteem

I need to be pеrfect and forget what peoplе think

I need a clean slate and I don't need a shrink

Now come and get yourself together, now I'm feeling weak

Oh and by the way, I ain't eever give a single fuck what you say, I need some peace of mind

I'm frustrated with this race against my time

Yeah

I try to understand why I am the way I am

I try to understand why I am the way I am

Yeah

Im falling out of my misery

Yeah

Im falling out of my misery

Yeah

Im falling down

Im falling down down down

Yeah

I try to understand why I am the way I am

I try to understand why I am the way I am