{Verse}

It’s so absurd, absorb the blood

Accelerate the car, need to brighten up

Can’t afford any more

Admire the pain

Condemned useless, there's no value to me

And this feeling it’s patchy, time to kick off my plan

Fill my flimsy body with pills until blue fills my hands

And the grey walls speak to me, they want me dead

But that’s nothing new, I know I want it as well

And at night I sneaked into the kitchen

Took my mom's pills, which are prescriptions

And they make me feel so well, so good, alive

And if I take a knifе, I think I might die