Six long years

I've been nursing this pain

Six long years

I've been screaming your name

Summer heat

Sweating in my sleep

Just lay me down for an eternity

It was perfect

I didn't deserve it

I was so helpless as you slipped right from my hands

And I have never been so confused

Courtesy of all your miscues

Erase away the mistakes we made

And blame them on our youth

I needed more than pills and a promise

I needed more than a bullshit excuse

You left me back holding the bag

And all I ever wanted was the truth

Nothing is working

This shit can't save me

I've been fucking going crazy

All the things I should've said

Plays over and over in my head