Sitttin with my chest up

But my heart sunk low

And my soul

Feelin like it made of gold

Every day feelin how im gettin old

And the time i had

Filled havin to fulfill a role

No one to guide

Growin rn up blind

So i seeked deep and high

Hopin to find

Someone who cared

Someone who would ease the mind

Instead id find solitude

In the beds of those who wanted my ease of mind

Turnin 18 felt like i was already dead inside

Turnin 21 i was dead inside

And still

Im hopin to find a peace of mind

Broken torn and a demented mind

No brokеn bones but a fractured mind

I keep my head up abovе the water

Even if i sink inside