Intro:

First I’ll do some shit to you and then you’ll lose your shit at me

And then Ill run into my room and Barricade myself within

And I will only emerge from my insecure prison

When you stop pounding on my door cause you don’t want to break it in

Cause you care more about;

Your property; and authority

Than you care about your progeny

That motherfucker proceeded to Accost me;

Motherfucker don’t you fucking cross me

Uppercut then crossed me

1, 2 popped me

Fucking dropped me

Verse #1:

Tick-Tock on the clock;

Waiting on the doc

Waiting on the op, (operation)

I’m sobbing, then I stop

You’re sobbing

Not for what, you did to me

But for what this might do to you;

Once again

The roles reversed

You plead and beg

And Mercy says

I tripped and fell

Into your hell

And for me at least

In this moment, I exist

In this moment I resist

I let go of the hate I felt

I think I’m going to die

Welcome my demise

The love I feel was dissonant but here it feels comprised

Sirens in the distance

And compression’s on my chest

I can hear my fear repress;

As they re-press against my chest;

Now im breathing they can rest;

Barley heaving

Un-distressed

Heart now beating I digress;

To the ambulance;

No officer, I don’t wanna talk;

I tripped and fell

Into this hell

I tripped and thst is all

He looked at me distressed;

He looked at you with vex

You looked at me, with eyes of love;

Or at least that was my guess

Bridge:

It’s just another Hospitable Hospital run

But At least the paramedic cares if I’ll survive this one

And even though; I know, your concern is orchestrated;

At least I can pretend

Its not innate for you to subdjugate

Skin deep, shallow blows, over-time my bodies hollowed

Breakdown:

STOP TRYING TO;

BREAK ME IN, CAUSE I’ll BREAK WITHIN, (x2)

I WANNA FUCKING DIE

JUST LET ME FUCKING DIE

LIVING IS TO PAINFUL

WHY THE FUCK AM I ALIVE

Verse #2:

Even though my wounds have healed

My scars still hurt the same

Take a tattoo gun to my sheath;

Paint art, in ink ill bathe

With my weapons I will reckon

I wash away the sin

I shed my shield

I shed my skin

I release what is within

Outro:

There’s a darkness within

And this darkness has slowly been reversing your sins

New beginnings;

The walls of your prison are failing

The chains that bind me are beginning to corrode

The ground erode

There’s a light reforming in the depths of my soul

I’m no longer pitiful

My senior is subliminal

Did this song trip you?

Like you tripped me?

Ain't that pretty trippy;

Yeah; Now im really lippy

But what you gonna do?

Try kill me like I killed the memory of you

And I lied

I think about dying everyday single day;

And you lied too...

Yeah; you been lying to my face

It’s all you’ve ever done, it’s all you’ll ever do

The correct pronunciation is I hate you…

Not I love you too