SPECTRAL - Intellectual

[Instrumental Intro]

I see myself when I was little

Dreaming of big things to achieve

And I see myself when I was little

Realizing I had no one to believe (Liars)

I stay stuck in my own head

In the end, I'm just tired and scared

Mother wanted me to end

Father stayed silent

They tell me I should trust them

"We are a beautiful family"

"You can trust me"

But

As I was growing up

I realized

It's all spectral

It's all spеctral

It's all spectral

I let myself bе too kind

And I'm still surprised I still have to find

A reason to hold on

A reason to stay strong

I let you live yourself your life of illusions