Wake up

Look down

At my shaking hands

Where the hell did I end up?

I’m lost

To time

My eyes cannot focus and

There’s an overwhelming— (dread)

Headaches

Act fine

Body shivers

Down to my spine

Locked doors

Finding sigils

On the floorboards

Where even am I?

Is this where I die?

Spirits

Wander

Inflamed or tamed

I start to wonder

Classmates gone

And I can’t find my way

I’m left here all alone

In fire and in brimstone

I’m bound by

These paper dolls

Born of hatred

Piece by piece

I’m tearing

Into shreds of misfortune

Charms from Hell

Burn

Ran

Through the halls

Nothing left

To explore

And my will is breaking down

“This is all your fault”

And I

Can’t decide

To give up

Or go on

My sanity falls apart

One by one

I’m left with

Hangings, too young

Dry earth

Fills up both of

My lungs

Split tongues

Spitting blood

Until we choke on our reality

Can you see the real me?

Red dress

Bashed skulls

Stumbling through different dimensions

Ascension be reached

Without commitment

Heaven’s out of reach

But hosts a devil where I’m—

Bound by

These paper dolls

Born of hatred

Piece by piece

I’m tearing

Into shreds of misfortune

Charms from Hell

Carry

The weight of sorrow and anger

Splinters pierce

My insides

Splattered on walls forever

Crushed by

Victims’ cries