Guess it's just one of those days, a dead gaze, I'm stuck in a rut

Could I leave all my old ways and pray away this twist in my gut

The silence abruptly contorted as all of my luck

Gets torn up, well fuck, I can't get up

And it's rough and I'm fucked man I can't get enough

Shit hits and I'm drawn to the sidelines

Get a grip cuz you lost in the guidelines

I trip and believe in my own lies

Game over and I'm running out of retries

I can't keep up

I'm out of luck

I can't give a fuck

I'm fuckin laying, I'm praying

To stop tryna give up

Wasting my days

I can't replace

All of the things that went to waste

All the mistakes

I have to face

Stare at the glass and ask away (my god)

Where did you go? (I gotta know)

I'm losing control (Where should I go?)

Where did you go?

It's like a sick game I can't stop

God knows I need some blood to keep up

With this passion, lights flashing

My demons riding shotgun

While my dreams just keep passing

Can I find my way out? Tell me

How the fuck will all this play out?

If I tear up the scars and let it bleed

Can I justify the pain inside and just believe

That it's just another instance of my persistence

Keeping my distance, breaking resistance

To justify my existence

Throw it all out on the page

Tell them you're a fucking mess

Tear your heart out on that stage

Take it all and nothing less

Wasting my days

I can't replace

All of the things that went to waste

All the mistakes

I have to face

Stare at the glass and ask away (my god)

Where did you go? (I gotta know)

I'm losing control (Where should I go?)

Where did you go?

Maybe you're just bored and ignore it

Maybe all my thoughts are contorted

Twisted and bent, distorted

Courting the dead inside

Forgiven, but not forgotten

To the bitch who's heart's gone rotten

And all the haters man you fucks have gotten

Way out of hand

I can't keep up

I'm all out of luck

I can't give a fuck

I'm fuckin laying, praying

To stop tryna give up

Wasting my days

I can't replace

All of the things that went to waste

All the mistakes

I have to face

Stare at the glass and ask away (my god)

Where did you go? (I gotta know)

I'm losing control (Where should I go?)

Where did you go?