[Verse 1, Pt. 1]

Always find myself

Every time after time now feeling lost

In a pitch black room, nothin’ goin on

But my brain fuckin’ up and dwellin’ on

Gotta get a grip

Before I fall and sink

Become my own worst enemy

Got a future so bright yet again hard to see

Confusing me

Thought I had it real down, figured out

Tryin’ to bounce out the crib

Growing fast, nothing lasts

Realize, what it is

All these fools, drive them mad

Wake up to nightmares

I'm worn off and burnt out of my pain

Finding ways desperately to stay sane

Memories fade

Tryin’ to sustain

A menace to be, later reaching a peak

I’m hurt deep but still keepin’ it g

[Verse 1, Pt. 2]

Man thesе people ain't know about me

Lovе only Ideas of me

And of what they perceive

And of what’s surface deep

What you believe, led by your deceit

Real bitch in ‘em devil deeds

Big chill when I'm smoking these

Big trees in a baggy, wreaks

Coming down, all the hate starts rushin’ in