I cannot h8 u

By Eva Grace

Released on August 18, 2022

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[Verse 1]

I don’t know how long it’s been

Since we wasted time together

Called to see if you were fine

When I know we both remember

I’m full of bad decisions

I make ‘em all the time

You left me with your riddance

Holdin’ on to your goodbye


[Pre-Chorus]

It hits me all the sudden

That’s the way the night goes

Replaying my mistakes

Like they have their own slideshow

I try to list the reasons I should forget you

But I cannot hate you


[Chorus]

I cannot hate you

And I do the most

To try and replace you

But it’s gettin’ old

And no I can’t erase you

So I stay at home

Cause if I can’t be with you

Then I’ll be alone


[Post-Chorus]

It’s like you died

I’m dead inside

I hold you tight

Staring at the nightstand

Wish I’d never lie

I don’t know why

I never did you right there

But I’m still your hype man


[Verse 2]

How can a person make you

Love yourself and hate yourself

At the same damn time

Same damn time no

How can a person make you

Find yourself, turn to something else

And break your mind

Break your mind no

All this time had to color me jaded

The memories call

They get so frustrated

All this time

Had my head on the pavement

Just telling myself to get over your vacance


[Pre-Chorus]

It hits me all the sudden

That’s the way the night goes

Replaying my mistakes

Like they have their own slideshow

I try to list the reasons I should forget you

But I cannot hate you


[Chorus]

I cannot hate you

And I do the most

To try and replace you

But it’s gettin’ old

And no I can’t erase you

So I stay at home

Cause if I can’t be with you

Then I’ll be alone


[Post-Chorus]

It’s like you died

I’m dead inside

I hold you tight

Staring at the nightstand

Wish I’d never lie

I don’t know why

I never did you right there

But I’m still your hype man