This relationship is ruining me

I never thought this is how we'd be

Try for months with no outcome

I always thought you'd be the one

How can you treat me like the way you do

And expect me not to get attatched to you

Why do you think I think the same of you

As I think of everyone plus you

I don't know what you expect me to feel

I can't understand if this is real

You lead me on to let me know

What I never ever want to know