[Verse 1]

In the past, we're like "sight-see" (sight-see)

I just need you out of my psyche (psyche)

Cigarette in my tight jeans (tight jeans)

All around, just a crime scene (crime scene)

Now I think about the times when we used to play

But I found myself some unity (unity)

How we end up in the deep end? (deep end)

[?] sleepin'

Astro bodies enter me now (enter me now)

Talkin' to the [?]

Walk around when I'm blacked out

All my screams I'm tryna scratch out

Now I'm wondering what could've been (could've been)

Hatе me, but you love it when I sin [?]

I'm just tryna lack-out, I don't see thе end though

Bullshit tends to fade and go, bout to cave into my flows

You just still a stream of immense lows

Isolation make me grow

Stimulation what I show

Deprivation in my soul

Observation overload

I count the days I come and go

[Chorus]

In my head, I don't know

Why you bad for myself

Painting you with these black pastels

That just might be my only farewell

In my head, I don't know

Why you bad for myself

Running 'round with this weight on my shoulders

She in my head, now my blood running colder

[Verse 2]

What we had is too much bliss now

How you gonna understand it?

All this pain I can't stand it

Emotionally in transit

You just had me when you [?]

I just had you in my jacket

I don't know what I'm lackin' (lackin')

Now my ego got me trapped in (trapped in)

You could be my distraction ('straction)

You just take my compassion (passionless)

In my head I'm losing time now

Why you gotta show me out

Sayin' love got me down

Hear my distant body sounds

You just like a demon with a body count

I'm just tryna figure out

Emotionally I'm up and down

I can feel I'm falling down

All these thorns in my crown

Pickin' up the past now

I don't wanna stay if we act out

I-I-I don't wanna stay if we act out

[Chorus]

In my head, I don't know

Why you bad for myself

Painting you with these black pastels

That just might be my only farewell

In my head, I don't know

Why you bad for myself

Runnin' 'round with this weight on my shoulders

She in my head, now my blood running colder