Released on April 15, 2020

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[Verse]

Another bowl pack

Another goal lapsed

Nother open notepad with rhymes good and really bad

Working late, waking up the same, already lunch

So stressed face looking nestle crunch

Scared I’m boutta bust outta my skinsuit

Feel like it’s been misused

Wonder can I ship it through the universe and get one new

Be much easier if I knew where it came from

No label to read, gotta make one

No table to eat, gotta take a plate

Create over just playing dumb

Acting like I’m happy staying in this same

Routine, changing up

Two things here and there

But always back to facing front

Following in line

Avoiding what’s inside

Mistaken seeking placement in this game of you and I

Know a little wind shift the whole tide

So it’s plenty voids to fill in the meantime

That’s what I call me time

Pleasures of being blind for a little

Though the drugs you should try amplify what’s in the middle

I’m holding me a candlelight vigil

For the parts of me I lost since I was little

But fuck wallowing in sorrow

Real horror knowing that this time is only borrowed

So why the fuck you waiting till tomorrow?

I know it look Kilimanjaro

But what good don’t come caro?

The cost to be kind to yourself

Breaking free from this embargo

Spent a good chunk of my life too unfocused on the wide

Steady fueling my demise with a good disguise

What you find when you open up your eyes

All the holes in the hide you been hiding behind

You know what happen when you ignore the signs?

Quick wrong turn, turn to six more lights

Though the clock wise, never making up for lost time

Watch it fly by on your right

Outta sight, surely out my mind