Panic Attack Prayers

By Estafi

On Serotonin - EP

Released on 2022

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Hey god, it's me, scared Estafi

I hear you know most everything

My dad and mom's mythology

Says death is real

That part is true

Some use the Bible which is fine

Until they look me in the eye

Right there they spit, "You are a lie"

Was I always in for it

Ever since I was a kid

And it's the familial consequence of a vote

I don't talk to them like I used to

Then again, hard even when I used to

And it's the frozen rain, broken vow, climatе change

I don't know springtime like I usеd to

Maybe because it's unbearably hot in the summer now

An increment of progress lives

To watch the end of confidence

An optimist has now become

Angry at an angry world

It's true

And it's the system that won't attack racism

That covers up a problem like it's not there

We all feel it, we can tell it's right there

And as the lie becomes a bigger lie

I'd be lying if I said I wasn't fucking tired

Of seeing people die

I'm guessing it's a lesson

I should be coming down right about now

What is happening to me

Here in a fake world

Can I do anything

Can I get some harmony and peace

It's easy to hold on

You have to let go, and then you're let go in return

And that burns

There in the real world

All that I'm asking for is clearer clarity

Please

Amen

Amen

Amen

Amen

Amen