At

First I had no Bones or guts, but now I

Thought that I would go nuts, in the moments

When they needed it most but I'm Struggling to speak, uhhhhhhhhhh…

Shoot… who knew rapping would be so tough

I gave it most my soul like a horcrux, have to

Hold my head up instead of getting soaked up with

Emotions, all in these sad traps where I'm roped up

Frozen, mind's black, but there's a chance to make most of

I'm roped up in this emotional rollercoaster, I heard

Voices before but it's like they're moving closer

The noisiest noises, to a point it's so annoying

They're toying with my brain, the pain is sick, I'm imploding

I wish there was no thing, that could get to me, but they're too

Sickening, demons in my head so wicked

I'm lost in it, all caught up in this rap show so

Off again, voices so low up to macro

Im

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Lost

Lost in this darkness

Above

Lost

The hardest departure of

Love

Lost

Maybe I'll be next on that

Cross

I'm lost

I let these thoughts tear me open like

Saws

I'm lost

I

Verse 2:

Confuse reality with fantasy, maybe cause I

Cannot see, what's real and what's fake, but there is

Stuff at stake, in my world I'm panicking, its like this

Planet is planning to banish me, but what do I

Do, It’s not like there’s a lot to go back too, I

Had a few, interests but the thing is rap is too

Influential, a lot of things that pencil can do, when you

Use it to, just write despite the truth, when your

Fans start biting, can’t sit in plain hiding, try to

Be Clark Kent, but even superman’s crying

A Hard wreck, yeah I got a scarred head, a

Surprise to me that these other dreams aren’t dead

This pressure is like adding salt to a wound, My

Mind is all twisted, all caught up and screwed, but it’s

Not the way I am, just to stop and refuse, you wanna

Really hear my story, you can hop in my shoes

Im

Chorus

Lost

Lost in this darkness

Above

Lost

The hardest departure of

Love

Lost

Maybe I'll be next on that

Cross

I'm lost

Let these thoughts tear me open like

Saws

I'm lost

Not

Verse 3:

Okay, not even sure what to say, I’m up at

Night gazing, thinking that the sky’s amazing, am

I wasting time, simply procrastinating, I just

Can’t deal with this crazy mind of mine, why am

I not alike anyone in the room, why have

I lost sight, maybe I'm being groomed, to do

Something cuckoo, I don’t know how to do, tried to

Blow, before but it's just far out of use, Been

Scarred, beaten, bruised, but I can't treat brutal

Mutilation, so I move and use dictation, to

Dictate, my life but I'm on the stage

Puking paste, usual days, don't got a clue, where to

Move from here, so I aimlessly traud

Just wandering near nothing, no don't feel God he

Believes, but still won't even speak to me, I can't

Even be me, I'm weeping, yeah it's no wonder that I'm

Im

Chorus

Lost

Lost in this darkness

Above

Lost

The hardest departure of

Love

Lost

Maybe I'll be next on that

Cross

I'm lost

Let these thoughts tear me open like

Saws

I'm lost