Premature Ejaculation

By Esham

On Closed Casket

Released on November 22, 1994

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[Intro]

I can hear my mother call

I can hear my mother call

I can hear my mother call

I can hear my mother call


[Verse 1]

Momma was a junkie and daddy was a playa

Man I swear, I don't care about nothin'

Sometimes I'd rather be dead, black

But that's about the millionth time I've said that

I get a headache every time I start to think

I'm wonderin' why I'm not dead, I'm on the brink

Yo, it's kinda crazy

Used to be my baby

But now you're not yourself

Because you shot yourself, oh!

I had a homie who tried to suicide

He died, he lied in a closed casket right

I can't take it

Am I gon' make it?

Suicide's my answer

For life's cancer

I used to pray every Sunday

But since blast for me I gotta listen to what my gun say

"Can ya dig it, can ya dig it, can ya dig it"

No 40, OE, gin and juice I'm a swig it

Yo, but back to my drama

I finally made my mind up and said fuck my mama

I'ma get my shit straight, my mind I gotta get straight

So I bought a .38 yo, I gotta get my head on

And if ya still think I sing that sad song then you're dead wrong

So check my situation

I guess you can call me a premature ejaculation


[Chorus]

Man, I ain't nothin' but a nut (A premature ejaculation)

Man, I ain't nothin' but a nut (A premature ejaculation)

Man, I ain't nothin' but a nut (A premature ejaculation)

Man, I ain't nothin' but a nut


[Verse 2]

Yo, life's kinda funny

It seems like we all bleedin' tryna get some bloody money

I don't know why

Motherfuckers trippin', talkin' 'bout I'm always high

When I'm gon' die, shit

How many problems can one motherfucker get? Yo

What's wrong with my mind?

If it wasn't for the bad times I wouldn't have no times

My baby done left me

She claims I need some mental therapy, she called me crazy

It ain't no sweat though

'Cause any day I can play Russian Roulette, ho

So, fuck that trick bitch

Anyway, she was suckin' the next nigga dick, shit

So, fuck the perpetration

If you can dig my situation, a premature ejaculation


[Chorus]

Man, I ain't nothin' but a nut (A premature ejaculation)

Man, I ain't nothin' but a nut (A premature ejaculation)

Man, I ain't nothin' but a nut (A premature ejaculation)

Man, I ain't nothin' but a nut


[Verse 3]

Yo, and as the world turns

If one nigga died, ten niggas might learn from that

The shit runs deep though

"How deep?" Six feet deep put me to sleep, bro (Oh)

How can I make you understand

And stop you from Stevie Wondering how I'm going under and

You try and diagnose me, analyze me

But the shit don't surprise me

Realize that I see through all eyes, G

I might be wise, but I'm blind just as I see

I'm smokin' on a fat one

I got one in the chamber, cock back on my cap gun (Oh)

That's the way my life goes

And my life ain't nothin' but bitches and money and hoes

Goes a little somethin' like this

I'm down to the end 'cause I'm a suicidalist, yo

I look forward to passin' away

And on my way to hell I get some ass on the way, yo

So, check my situation

I guess you could call me a premature ejaculation


[Chorus]

Man, I ain't nothin' but a nut (A premature ejaculation)

Man, I ain't nothin' but a nut (A premature ejaculation)

Man, I ain't nothin' but a nut (A premature ejaculation)

Man, I ain't nothin' but a nut