I see all kinds of moments, all times and zoneses

Some out of focus, others the sharpest photos

I plan as god grins

Laying here while my rambling thoughts moshpit

On self destruction I was hellbent

To find a path out of it took 12 steps

Went down to 14th and 8th

Spiritual folks told me u gotta awake

Reporting live from a halfway house

Shit I’m only halfway out

Somebody pinch my arm for me

Life stings like a snake u can’t charm brody

But I don’t Get bitter I get better

Heart of champion bitch don’t be jealous

Minding my business, u should mine yours

It’s just a little timewarp

Sometimes I wonder why I keep going

I can’t rеally feel these emojis

I couldn’t see past 25

Thats all I plannеd 4, that Quarterlife line

When all of that didn’t pan out

2 prideful to ask for help cause thats a handout

Self pity, oh the self pity

I can’t get what i want the world will melt with me

Did I lose the spark in my eye and my naivete

Or can I only be in ur dreams till it be as it may

Young mans thing this rap game

Maybe to color my locks, get a tat on my face

I still debate on conformity or chaos

But fuck that, I gotta kick it like Im neymar

Its funny every time i think its the end of the road

Theres always that little thing called hope

Outro:

Was Blessed with astonishing sophistication as a teenager

Everybody believed in him, we all knew he was a brilliant kid