[Verse 1]

Struggle to feel, motive to kill

How can I fight if I barely feel real, now

Open my mind, ran out of time

Look in my eyes and tell me your fine, like

Blood on my hands, blood on my bands

Cancer keeps growing inside of my glands, like

Blood on my hands, blood on my bands

Cancer keeps growing inside of my glands, like

[Verse 2]

Open yourself, product the wealth

Look out for your friends but you family need help, like

Ran out of health

Devil is creeping he creep with stealth

I cannot help with the cards that I'm dealt

Holding my hands, say that your mine

Tried suicide by the age 9, all of this has to (uh)

[Verse 3]

Like, rise from your rest, go and have sex

Drugs do it best, yeah, I love the static

Theres a crest, bitch, I am going frantic

Every moment theres another happened

Locals say I'm fucking trash for rapping

Name has been tarnished

Knives have been placed

Somedays would be better if I was eraised

I cannot wait till I'm out of this state, like

I wake up everyday I look at your face

I have been saved with the blandest of grace

Body is fine, but my mind is misplaced

All of your energy bitch it is fake

At this very moment life is at stake

Fuck I look like bragging some cake, like

Fuck I look like bragging some cake

Want to make sure that my mother okay, like

[Verse 4]

Friends have been dying from drugs and abuse

Look at their casket, it makes me puke

Death is a virus we all can't escape

Might as well grip it and make it our fate

Hope all my fans can fucking relate

Recently I have been loosing hope

Inches away from grabbing my rope

Tie up my neck and watch me choke

I've had depression my whole life

If you feel the same it's alright

Case all these issues will pass by

Dry off those tears and don't cry

I know how it feels to feel useless

But one day you'll look at a new day

Time washes away all pain

And when the skys turn grey

You'll see the water make new waves

Your mind will enter a new space

Happiness glory and truth, aye

Finding your god and connection, aye

[Outro] x4

Sadness is your best teacher, aye