Ruby - Intellectual

[Intro: Eratik]

Ahh

(Who You Is?)

Ahh, ahh, ahh

No, no

[Verse: Eratik]

Look, December 31st, first day without you (Yeah)

Tryna hide the feelings, stopping it from rushing through my eyes (Ahh)

4:41, you took ya last breath

And I ain't understand death until I seen you inside (Ahh, ahh ahh)

That coffin with the flowers on the top at the viewing

Standing there, looking at you, I'm tryin not to cry (Ahh)

Hoped that you would live long enough for me to show you

That ya little "CD head" boy would end up just fine (Ahh, ahh, ahh)

With the family, now I'm stuck without a plan B (Yeah)

Never felt pain 'till I realized you were passing

You said that you was tired of suffering

I couldn't say I love you enough for you to understand me (No, no)

But I'm glad that you're at home now

You and Grandpa all alone now (Yeah, yeah)

Go and tell him that I love him, hopin' that I'll meet him

And you know I ain't the one to open up

So I put it on a song now

[Chorus: Kotarayne]

I know some day I’ll see you

But right now all I can do is miss you

All the times I cried at night

You left us too soon, and that ain’t right

I know that you’re happier, in this place

Where you’re love and joy is carried through space

You're dancing in the golden light

I know that your with me and I’ll be alright

[Verse 2: Eratik]

I told JR I would wait for the funeral (Wait, wait)

To finally get the closure, write it all after I cried (Ahh)

But here I am, tears on the phone, typing pain out

But not being selfish, cause I know you flying high (Fly high)

New Years day, I was sitting in the dark

Staring at the wall, honestly I'm looking for a sign (Pain, pain)

Something saying this was all supposed to be

Or this was all make believe, but either way I would've been up all night

Keep it real, I'm still waiting on it

I ain't even gonna lie (Yeah, yeah, yeah)

But I put my faith above, knowing that he'll do me right

I don't show too much emotion, I don't ever really cry

I got so much trapped inside me, but got so much more to hide (No)

I been lost in my emotions, I been really trying to write

I been tryna get my words across without going inside

But this one different

If you ever wanna see the real me, well now you got it

Now the whole world a witness, sing to 'em

[Bridge: Eratik]

And I know that some day

I'll see you again

But I go to sleep, praying and hoping

That you'll be back

And I know one day