Click click click

That’s the sound of my pen on paper

Nightmares comes first my music comes later

I laugh when people mock me because I’m my own greatest hater

I don’t pop pills but I drink a syrup

To get me to sleep

I hate myself

They gon find me dead and it won’t be no mystery cause I did the deed

Put a bullet through my brain so I’m the first

Cause they out to kill me I won’t let them succeed

I’ma do it first yeah you people seen me bleed

And ain’t done nothing about it

People claiming to be my friends but

Where’s your help when I need it, huh?

When I tell someone I’m there for them I’m there, My word is my creed

Give you a hug and you stab me in the back Yeah I believed

You when you said you were my brother

That ain’t a truth that’s a fable

Yeah you my brother, so were Cain and Abel

I would have lent you my life but you wouldn’t spare a peso

To save me from starvation

You were a demon in an angel’s body yeah you in for eternal damnation

Cause I don’t give you my trust no more

Fake friends take advantage

I’m not made of stone but it don’t seem to matter

Cause y’all won’t stop chipping away

Chip chip chipping just waiting for me to shatter

Y’all done it now!

You wanted to see me break?

My anger is something you can never be, cause it’s authentic you people just fake

Better the enemy known then the brother who betraying you

People spreading lies behind my back yeah I tried delaying this

This line of questioning I tried to bury it under a roof of false hope

Hey Caroline I’m starting to question if you were just playing me are you false?

Nope

See I’m too loyal to suspect the people I most trust in

I guess that’s why y’all hurt me because my heart doesn’t

Permit me to believe the worst but now y’all left me broken

Bandaids on my heart rip ‘em off yeah I’m done runnin’

You know what’s funny?

I defended some of you from abuse

So they turned to me, you ran off turned around and said “screw you”!

I took a lot of hits to the head in middle school

I think y’all done it now my screws loose!

And yet I still have enough respect to leave most of y’all nameless

I ain’t blameless but you betray me guess the “et tu” is ageless

I ain’t gonna shut up no more, screw the world, rip the bandaid off my mouth you feel this?

Truth bubbling out of my lips rip the bandaid off my heart it’s time to tell everyone what I really think

I will not shut up for a world full of snakes and traitors, call me Shameless