Wish I could find some love

Wish I had the courage

Wish somebody would give me a shove

But I’m not above

Being scared

To be fair

I know I got some wacky hair

I’m kinda desperate, sending a prayer

To heaven

Looking for love even at my seven-eleven

I ask for counsel on how to tell a girl I like her

Kinda jealous of the guys who can “Just go get her'”

Then when I do get a girl I get a text saying

“Without you I might just be better"

To all of those of you alone

This is my letter

Isn't weird

How much loves feels

So similar to a loan

Like a weight that you at once love but makes you groan

Always scared that you could maybe do better

And your love always leaves you a debtor

And you always end up with a dead love

Dead dove

Each one of us shoots love in our way

Some of us pay

And some treat it like they treat my birthday in May —

They ignore it and go off with someone else to play

Once had a girl

I don’t think she liked me much

When I saw her with my friend I wanted to hurl

I don’t think she liked me much

Don’t know why, just call it a hunch

Kinda wish I had a girl

To take for a whirl

Maybe give her a couple pearls

Who am I kidding? I’m broke, let the lonely bag unfurl

Let’s be honest, the only girl who would go out with me

Would probably be

A bar girl, call girl

No girl to twirl

Just because I’m me

And something that society flees

Is that a breaking heart often hurts more than broken knees

I've seen

That a girl will go out with a guy

Usually depending on how much money she needs

And I think it's sad that our society is so dependent on greed

Even for love

If love was a dove then It was shot a long time ago

And I don't know whether how we act is below or above

Morals

But I'm going to stay by myself, stay alone

Because I'm scared of affection, scared to show

I feel like I'm too vulnerable, so my distrust just grows

And it usually feels like I'm fighting love's flow

So I suspect I'm going to stay by myself, stay alone

This, for sure, I can tell you I know