[Chorus 1: Envious]
Lately I been feelin' like there's two of me
Voices in my head tellin' me who should bleed
Caught between who I am and I used to be
Devil on my shoulder tryna influence me (x2)
[Verse 1: Envious]
I been wakin' thinkin' morbid like my brain was tortured
Really tired of the stress from things I can't afford cause
I'm stuck inside a office, I belong Inside a tour bus
I'm a Livin legend
Sense it in my aura
I'm radiatin greatness
Waitin been breakin my patience
Pacin
I'm makin' arrangements
Constantly swayin' wit Satan
He's tryna sell me lies
Feed me to demons
Preyin' on empty minds
And he'll smile you screamin'
Been a while that I'm schemin, dreamin' of living a freeman
Intertwined wit they lives
Makin' 'em blind to the reasons
Get him outta my soul
I feelin a bit outta control
On a paddle less boat
Floatin', I have doubt I'm alone
I've yet to see a part of life that wasn't scripted in
Even tho I'm limitless
I'm still feelin imprisioned and
[Chorus 2: Envious]
Lately I been feelin' like there's two of me
Voices in my head tellin' me who should bleed
Caught between who I am and I used to be
Devil on my shoulder tryna influence me
[Verse 2: Envious]
I been actin' like I'm hopeful
Focal point gone loco
Loosin' sight of goin' global
Man I'm going postal
Angered by the strangers
Pain is just fuelin the danger
Surrounded by some traitors
Aimin' to turn me to vapor
But I have seen the lasers
Dodging the shots snipers
Often I'm caught in the garden
Snakes
Dodging chomps of the vipers
Tryna fill me wit venom
Poison my essence
Clouded my thoughts
Often portrayed as a menace
Bold legacy standards
Still gonna show destiny planned it
Im feelin' the cold entities vanish
Stealin' the cold enemies planet
Gainin' control
How he standin
They- they'll never know
Cause 'em panic
Just scratchin the hull
This titanic
I'm invincible
I'm abandoned
But
Everyday I stay up
My conscious wanna slay 'em
Survin' every day but
We stay fucked
[Chorus 3: Envious]
Lately I been feelin' like there's two of me
Voices in my head tellin' me who should bleed
Caught between who I am and I used to be
Devil on my shoulder tryna influence me (x2)